I am constantly perplexed by my inability to maintain this blog. It is not like I do not have time (an excuse that only works for those who work eighty hours a week or have more than two kids) I've always been a finisher and yet I have a hard time posting daily. I suspect that this is because there is something within me that dislikes others knowing exactly what I think. True transparency is not a virtue of our popular culture. It is, however, something that I want in my life. I grow tired of wearing a mask so that others will not judge or hurt me, and yet I fall back on these habits the moment it becomes "convenient".
I will try harder, not because I can change by my own power, but because You are worthy of my effort.
